Coldest Dishes

by Audiodef

supported by
Ilmari Teekkinen
Ilmari Teekkinen thumbnail
Ilmari Teekkinen Sweet and ominous album… “Sindrone” is the one I keep coming back to. Mysterious vibes! Favorite track: Sindrone.
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $7 USD  or more

     

1.
Motivate 04:25
What motivates you Beyond a fear of death As you read the news With bated breath Do you look for love And if you find it Will it be enough What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free What brings you back To the same spot What twisted track Of pain wrought In the embers that still glow Will you find it Your forgotten soul What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free What keeps you glued To your TV set Feeling screwed By the things you covet What kind of love When you find it Will be enough What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free
2.
What motivates you Beyond a fear of death As you read the news With bated breath Do you look for love And if you find it Will it be enough What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free What brings you back To the same spot What twisted track Of pain wrought In the embers that still glow Will you find it Your forgotten soul What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free What keeps you glued To your TV set Feeling screwed By the things you covet What kind of love When you find it Will be enough What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free
3.
4.
What motivates you Beyond a fear of death As you read the news With bated breath Do you look for love And if you find it Will it be enough What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free What brings you back To the same spot What twisted track Of pain wrought In the embers that still glow Will you find it Your forgotten soul What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free What keeps you glued To your TV set Feeling screwed By the things you covet What kind of love When you find it Will be enough What motivates you You motivate me What motivates you To become free
5.
This dead state In which I find myself Without love or hate How to define myself Without a clean slate In this mortal concession Is there a lesson That I need to learn This dreariness That envelopes me In its hollow breath And suffocates me Like a living death Like a love with no name If love is a flame Then I will burn The emptiness you feel inside Isn't yours alone to claim I also know its name The tide will always ebb and flow But I think you'll be glad to know That somewhere love lives on This futile game Turgid with irony Leaves us just the same And not so nicely Does it point the blame And love is felt Like an aching welt That burns in your mind The emptiness you feel inside Isn't yours alone to claim I also know its name The tide will always ebb and flow But I think you'll be glad to know That somewhere love lives on
6.
This dead state In which I find myself Without love or hate How to define myself Without a clean slate In this mortal concession Is there a lesson That I need to learn This dreariness That envelopes me In its hollow breath And suffocates me Like a living death Like a love with no name If love is a flame Then I will burn The emptiness you feel inside Isn't yours alone to claim I also know its name The tide will always ebb and flow But I think you'll be glad to know That somewhere love lives on This futile game Turgid with irony Leaves us just the same And not so nicely Does it point the blame And love is felt Like an aching welt That burns in your mind The emptiness you feel inside Isn't yours alone to claim I also know its name The tide will always ebb and flow But I think you'll be glad to know That somewhere love lives on
7.
Like the body learns Just what burns The mind denies When the spirit cries Like the body learns When it twists and turns The soul believes What the senses perceive But it's more than what you hear It's more than what you see It's more than I can bear This eternal gulf Between you and me Like the body learns When your stomach churns The spirit cries For what the mind denies Like the body learns When the universe turns And you're not aligned With the grand design It's more than what you hear It's more than what you see It's more than I can bear This eternal gulf Between you and me Like the body learns Just what burns Like the body learns When the universe turns
8.
Like the body learns Just what burns The mind denies When the spirit cries Like the body learns When it twists and turns The soul believes What the senses perceive But it's more than what you hear It's more than what you see It's more than I can bear This eternal gulf Between you and me Like the body learns When your stomach churns The spirit cries For what the mind denies Like the body learns When the universe turns And you're not aligned With the grand design It's more than what you hear It's more than what you see It's more than I can bear This eternal gulf Between you and me Like the body learns Just what burns Like the body learns When the universe turns
9.
I Am 05:26
Show me your visions Hand me your violence Walk out your demons And love me in silence Feel with your anger Bring us to oblivion Love a distant whisper Here where all hope is gone But the truth is a dial Turned the other way I keep coming back here At the end of every day I am your angel I am your slave I'm only here to grovel And pray we can be saved Fear where you're taking us A twisted, broken path Leading like a succubus Leaving a destructive swath But the truth is a dial Turned the other way I keep coming back here At the end of every day I am your angel I am your slave I'm only here to grovel And pray we can be saved
10.
11.
I am your angel I am your slave I'm only here to grovel And pray we can be saved
12.
Sindrone 06:04
13.
Fueled 05:27
I know what it's like To be fueled by a drive A relentless flame A pain that's alive That drives you insane When you wake up at night And you don't know why Fueled by a fear That shines in your eyes And brings you to tears It's no good The way you've been living Fueled by desires So unforgiving Every day you wake up To the same routine Working mechanically Like a machine Living monotonously It's no good The way you've been living Fueled by desires So unforgiving Fueled by impulses you don't understand Driven by desires that guide your hands Led to believe you're less of a man Thinking you can't when I know you can It's no good The way you've been living Fueled by desires So unforgiving
14.
I suffer so sweetly When my heart sings your name And I know somewhere You feel the same When I feel your heart Beating right next to mine I just know that I've found Something more than divine It's the happiness I feel Knowing your love is real Nothing compares to the joy you bring Nothing compares to the tears you sing Sweet murmurs so softly Whispered in the night Hands held so dearly When things just aren't right When I feel your soul Breathing into mine I just know that I've come To the end of the line It's the happiness I feel Knowing your love is real Nothing compares to the joy you bring Nothing compares to the tears you sing Floating so calmly On this sea of love Your darkness below me Your heaven above It's the happiness I feel Knowing your love is real Nothing compares to the joy you bring Nothing compares to the tears you sing
15.
My god what have I done I've led you here and let you go Now here in our hearts does sorrow grow I hope you learn to love someone Who understands your every need Who lives to see your spirit freed The tenderest of bitter wishes Are best served with the coldest dishes I pray you learn to understand The way things got so out of hand If you could do it all again Do you think you'd find the peace you seek How could you you're still too weak The tenderest of bitter wishes Are best served with the coldest dishes I pray you learn to understand The way things got so out of hand

credits

released March 26, 2014

license

tags

about

Audiodef Massachusetts

contact / help

Contact Audiodef

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Audiodef, you may also like: